I've never felt like this before, I'm overwhelmed by an unbelievable amount of hatred for him, yet, I couldn't be more in love. it's like I want to throw him out into traffic, then risk my life to save him.

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Hall 6 - Seagate Booth 6A20
26th - 29th Nov 2009!

I used to hateee monday but i loveeeeee monday many many now.

Bf's day (: Normal routine every monday. Sleeping in his warmest hugs,sweet dreams only hahaha. ^^

He always bring me to eat nice food,feed me till full full likeeeee fat only! :XX Canele! Food's not bad,didnt expect it too be good. I love their fruit juiceeeee cause its a big big cup one hahaha drink until shiok! Not forgetting strawberry shortcake, my 2nd favourite cake hor. Its super yummy one! Heheheee. Prawning @ guillardmart (idk how to spell it) used to be singapore indoor stadium! The prawns there all baby one,i caught the most ^^ hehehee. Loveeee the days when b's off cause i hate to contact him thru sms oneeeee. Heheheee.

Just came home from b's houseeeeee. Went over for dinner because he got 2days off this week ^^ New dept tmr,hopeeee the schedule not sucky! ;D

Too many things to dooooo, will update on CCPS gathering tmr!! ^^

Go ahead just leave,
Can't hold you,
You're free
Here, take all these things,
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
'Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve
To be left here hurt?

You think I don't know
(uh huh)
You're out of control
(uh huh)
And then I'm finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold
(uh huh)
You say it ain't so
(uh huh)
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love.

Yeah
What did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet
All that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys
That's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh, yeah)
How could you believe them over me?
I'm your girl
You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh, yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I gave you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)
If I had nothing would you want me to say
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'll give it all up, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much, but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

I loveeeee monday because it's my boyfriend day ;D I lovee to hug him to sleep,and having him by my side when i wake up. Had light lunch-cum-dinner with his mom before we hang out. Well, something happened made my blood boil! Talked it out,i hopeee its the truth b. Got my eye check at wheelock, the optician's great. He explain duper detail what's wrong with my eyeeee and tadah tadah b win, i got daily contact lens. i got t wear daily lens or spect(which is better) if i want my eye to recover and preventing it to go to 2nd stageeee. no worries! no chances of getting blindness ;X PScafee @ Palais, debbie's recommendation. Its awesome,i love the ambience. Food was great too(: And of cause, company by b that night was :DDD. Insufficent sleep thus we skipped movie,sorry baby will catch it next wk ok promise!